Suddenly it seems as I am about to take my exams that , i have to due with my job datelines and family reponsibilities. Its pay back time man.....
I realised for so long, I have consistently been drwing from my relationship with rachel that suddenly when I am diverted to other priorities the minium emotional threshold that i have with her breaks. Because i have always been putting in the minium in the relationship.
Guess i have to pump in more emotional investments.
This goes on in my other of parts of life as well. But I learnt 1 thing, i have always been holding tight to a wrong attitude. That is
'Doing just enough to fufill the criteria is enough'
really, it aint enough
Lots to say about this, but I should not have dwell to much on it as it is negative. Much is left to my actions now...
On the good side, I passed my INFT2008 module. Hallelujah!
I have also started going to the GYM, this time i Know i will sustain.